I hate this

Life is still miserable at home. I had a very uplifting afternoon yesterday in Brighton as I spoke to a ladies group about Mormonism, how it has affected me, and how I came to the Cobourg Alliance Church and was baptized there. My husband, in the meantime, gave me no support and no help at all in getting there. In fact, he made it as difficult as he could. Then last night, I wanted to talk to Peter & Sharon about Mormonism and get some answers about some of the things ingrained in my brain after 24 years of it. First of all, Mare and I went to the gym as I told him I would be home in time to go to Peter & Sharon's. As we pulled in and sat directly behind him in the driveway when Mare was dropping me off, he backed up and left without me. We were 5 minutes late getting back from the gym! He would have had to see us as we were directly behind him and it is normal to look in the rearview mirror to check if anything is there before you back up, right? Mare drove me out to Peter & Sharon's after I changed. Then when I started to talk to them, I looked at him and he was chuckling. I flipped! I thought he was laughing at me because I know that some of my questions about the basics of Christianity might sound stupid to someone and right now, we are not getting along. I started crying and said this was going to work. He said, "why do you have to be like that. Just stop it." And I told him to leave. Peter & Sharon didn't say a word so he got up and slammed out. The only thing Peter said was "if that was my son, I would tell him to get back and close the door properly." We had a wonderful visit without him and Sharon said that she was okay with him not being there. Sharon drove me home. I also heard from Marianne that he told Marilyn (his ex) that Mare's house is not a good environment for his boys and that she shouldn't let them visit there. That is obviously his insecurity and jealousy but why does he have to be such as a&^hole!! Now he has slandered my daughter. Marilyn doesn't give him a second thought but I am still going to talk to her. And Wayne has once again alienated himself from Mare & Ron. DUH!!!! This morning he got ready for work and left without me (I already have a drive) and without saying a word. But tonight we are going to talk. A serious talk. I can't stand this!